Cliff

Right now im standing next to the vertical cliff, thinking and considering about my decision to jump or to retreat. It must be done wisely! But my heart strongly urge me to jump more than to retreat. Im totally lost right now!! The pain inside of me is totally indescribably, it will lead me to jump from that cliff. Maybe i can wait till someone from behind push me from the cliff...

Sound Bites

In relationship we must learn how to accept each other...
we learn, we cope, we tolerate...
and finally we blend.

10 Days Looking For Love

Its been ten days I'm begging, I'm anxious, I'm craving desperately for the love that i already lose. The love that every man take for granted, ignoring all attention that women need. But, sometimes its too late..its too late to ask forgiveness, its too late to change, its too late to be lovely.. is it true???

If every time its too late what will happen to all loves in this world, what will happen to all marriages??? Will they survive, if second chance is not exist in a relationship. All criminals will straight away punish without giving them a second chance?? A wise man said, "if you can't forget at least try to forgive"

As a human being we try to understand each other, to cope and after that we can blend. Human is totally unique creature, we can't generalized them. We must learn the uniqueness of each creature. Communication is the most efficient tools to understand each other and also compromise each other.

"Why can't give me a second chance?"


The question that still keep mingle around in my mind...i believed that i did my best so far to win her heart back...but her heart is totally loveproof at this moment...to be frank this the most extreme that i ever done to gain my love back...never ever in my entire life!! i never regret, because i think she deserve for it!! She deserves for a better love..and i belief that i can be that "Better Man".