In life the more you understand about everything that is going on, the more that you are hopelessly confused.And I have to agree reluctantly about the confused part!!! Because I AM confused now..
Confused bout myself, confused to make the right decision.
My past experience molded me to become so heartless... HEARTLESS = HEART BREAKER???
I've been laughing alone this evening while driving home from my work when listening to Taio Cruz's song. Slowly i realized that I'm no longer the same person like last time. Im just too afraid to be like others; COMMIT!!! Yeah, i feel envious with my peer when they can commit and get married. And MARRIAGE????? is too way and way beyond in my mind. Never ever cross in my mind since those days..
Strangely, i never blame anyone with my current condition in fact i blame myself badly..all the time!! Coz i know i deserve all of it. And plus rule of the fingers is so simple "Pointing yourself first, before you start pointing people". Coz I know I got a problem..problem with misbehaving..
Even so, im still just a human, and a normal human can bleeds and can be wounded. Everybody does...and even heartless person like me don't have any exception..i wish i can have that exception!!! hehehehehe
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